(:

friday was emo day,but i'm kinda glad all the shit happened cos it drew me jas and ed closer tgt.loveya babes! i dunno why, but it was like a Bad Day for everyone..kathy lost her phone,me/jas/ed/mark/frances had problems of our own,ppl were short-tempered.. etc.i feel bad cos stuff which i'm not exactly proud of was coming out of my mouth at various intervals.and i swore in front of a cremo customer cos i was pissed with the ice cream (it didnt want to be ball-shaped when i scooped it--stupid reason but as i said,it was a pissy day) i made it up by giving him extra icecream.
anw, i think any day that starts with PW will inevitably put everyone in a not-so-good mood. sigh. I HATE PW. i love my group ppl,i just hate the whole concept of pw,and i greatly dislike our pw tr,but shant mention names here cos its cyberspace i.e. not safe. haaha
but deb's party that nite was really fun,and i felt so much better after that.oh...i've decided to run for drama comm.was so indecisive but ah,just gonna submit the form and leave it to God(:.thats the smartest thing to do, i think.
right,homework beckons.... or rather,gpp. the workload gets heavier by the day,all we can do is to slowly morph into robots for the edu system,and feel life being sucked out of us--

syf-- fosse

good luck dancers!!!!!!!(: blow the judges away with a kick-ass performance!

you know,
i was the one who was there for you when everyone else wasn't.
i was the one who listened when u needed someone to talk to.
but now that things are better,i feel so insignificant in your life..it's as if i don't matter anymore. but i guess,whatever makes u happy.


*on a lighter note,it felt very good to be back in church today(:

random thoughts

JC--- the workload is getting heavier by the day,and right now i'm learning how to get by with 4-5hrs of shut-eye on a daily basis. weirdly enough tho, is that i feel more energetic with less sleep,haha(: can't help it,my optimum time for doing work is late at night...i guess that can either be a blessing or a curse eh.but u know,even with all the silly academically-related stuff that we have to do (like 3 GP articles a week---roar),i cant say i'm unhappy..cos i love my friends,i love going for dance and talking to ppl. the only thing thats bugging me everyday is whether or not i've fallen short of my own expectations as a christian. like,whether or not i'm a good enough testimony,whether i'm doing the right thing etc etc. it's hard. in JC,boy it's hard. cos there are temptations everywhere. i didnt go to church on sat and sun cos of dance camp,and cos i was seriously tuckered out. i slept till 12 on sunday,haha. so am feeling rather spiritually dry now.
u noe,i don't want to look back on life next time and only remember work,or performances or outings with friends and stuff. i want to look back and think hey, i made time for meaningful pursuits too ok. ya know? (: i have a feeling that everyone (who's not in drama/dance) thinks that i'm damn busy or smth,which is kinda true...but as i've said before, i'll always make time for my friends. so don't feel threatened by my busy-ness ok.
yeah.




shucks i have to do GP now ARGHHH :/

dance camp '07

~live your dance,dance your life~
dance camp was damn fun(: i love ac dancers so much so much

red hot chilli padi!! hawtstuff.

ed(: and the heavy stage makeup+falsies which are friggin cool

shawn!in his retro outfittt
sc-ac dancers (: (:
girls galoreeeee

allow the pictures speak for themselves

theatre week 2007

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theatre is magical

theatre week was simply awesome. altho we missed a whole week of sch and will probably have piles of work to catch up on, it's all worth it.(: like cas said,this week was like an escape from reality. i personally felt that it was a much-needed respite from the humdrum of sch life. either way, it was a great experience and i'm so thankful that i was part of this production. i love all the drama ppl to bits!! you guys rock so hard(: haha apparently w/o us, the sch was much quieter,esp in the canteen cos there were so few of them left at the drama table.
anw...thanku cast for making me feel part of a such a close-knit community. i love you seniors for showing us the ropes and for being so nice/hilarious(: and the j1s..esp those in ROOM 3!!u guys are the best and i had loads of fun with you man. dharsh les ed rich cas kes jo..*hugs* also kudos to the CREW+rach&ariel+ticketing ppl+FoH ppl for being awesome,the backbone of this whole production.really appreciate everyone of u!!! -loves-

i must say it's been a roller-coaster ride all the way. over these 4 months of prep for WSS,i've experienced highs and lows but i'm so thankful that God saw me thru it all. yeah He sure knows what He's doing alright(: i was stupid to ever doubt Him.
anyway, next week all of us have made a pact to 1) mug like hell,cos we missed so much in terms of lessons and schoolwork 2) be damn healthy cos we stuffed ourselves silly backstage over the course of the week. i think i gained like wad,3 kilos. and bytheway i never want to see another loaf of raisin bread ever again :/
oh yes,the shows were kick-ass! i think we totally deserved the post production party.(: after sat nite show me jas yelyn ed went over to les's house to eat/chill/talk b4 heading to raeza's house for the party. i love u guys to bits!! had SO much fun talking..girls nite out yeah(: anw we reached raeza's house at around 2am i think. there was this huge bouncy castle, it was damn fun. perfectlyhilarious--a bunch of 17/18/19 yr olds bouncing and rolling around on an inflatable pirate ship(: besides bouncing,it was nice talking to various grps of ppl too..and of course eating all the tubs of ben n jerry's. went home arnd 4. wasnt planning to sleep but i knocked out in the end,and slept for 2hrs then woke up and went for easter service.i tried to stay awake during service (really!) but it was so hard cos i couldnt function properly. eyebags the size of america :/ had lunch then went home and crashed for 5hrs. ok tml,i will pick up the pieces of my life and attempt to move on.......but it's gg to be damn hard i tell u. :(

even tho i'm so busy,even tho pursuing this will mean less time for myself/my family/my friends/my academics, i know deep down that i can never let myself drop it because i love it way too much. sacrifices have to be made,i guess.
next up: -Theasthai, the J1 DEP exam showcase. 19 May 2007 @ DBS arts centre, 7pm
-ACJC Dance Society presents: RESTLESS IV--"TIMELESS". 23-25 May 2007, 8pm @ NAFA,Lee Foundation Theatre.

i'll put up pictures next time,ciao.

i'm good(:

i think i'm much better now,thanks to the awesome ppl around me.
been busy with west side rehearsals..but it's comforting to noe that it'll be over by sat. YES U READ CORRECTLY,WEST SIDE STORY @ DBS ARTS CENTRE IS THIS WEEK! so i'll be missing the whole week of school, but heck,it'll be fun(: it's next week that will suck..all the catching up of schoolwork and stuff ..... *shudders* :/

special mention to my friends:
ray (thnks ray for being an immense blessing),shern,clarence,jess,chris,chin(u're really an awesome senior,and i respect u soo much),cheryl (i miss u),sarah(i miss u too),grace <3,denise,and er..the anonymous ppl on my tagboard.
thank you,i really appreciate everything.

i think i've learnt alot from this,and it's only going to make me stronger.the little things don't carry so much weight anymore. (: