sexy is an attitude

8.8.06

the power of friendship.

i love my friends,super super super alot.
ytd was kindof screwed up and i was feeling very disgusted with it the whole.really didnt want to go for bio remedial cos i was feeling braindead and all.....till shan2 and les came to the rescue! haha. they made me laugh so much with their crazy antics and infectious laughter that i felt quite happy agn. then during bio i realised i didnt noe how to answer nearly all the questions in the wkst and that prelims were nearing and i knew next to nth abt the circulatory system and it didnt help that everyone else knew how to do the questions and even when mr jo explained it i didnt get it.it made my spirits plummet down to below zero,again.(its pms i tell you!) yeah.i cabbed home cos i couldnt drag my loser self to the busstop.slept awhile at home,then...drea called and we had a nice long talk abt.. SOMETHING EXCEEDINGLY INTERESTING.ahahaha (: and she made me laugh so much too!lol i think its hilarious how i can keep so wide awake when i'm talking to my friends and yet fall asleep once a teacher starts teaching in class. speaking of which,was quite irritated with misstan today for constantly picking on me during ss.its not my fault if i cant keep awake! ss/hist is so friggin boring.i try my best to stay awake but argh,the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.*groan* shucks man,i dun even noe why i was so jaded ytd. mayb its the sleep debt working its evilmagic agn. ohwell. but i talked to bel on the phone after talking to andrea and it was a mood lifter as well. she's hilariously cute! (: lol.i learnt one thing today,and that is: my friends are of paramount importance to my mental health and general state of happiness. so thank you God for friends. (:

and today i had lunch with lishan and jean(: was really fun talking to them. it hit me that next yr i wldnt see them very much anymore cos we're going to diff schools,and that realisation made me extremely sad. its going to make me treasure the last few mths in sc even more.
in the afternn met shern(: and bel(: to study at holland. ohmy, the starbucks strawberriesncream thing is FANTASTIC. so is the big o cheesecake from nydc. but the company was better. and i bumped into ying2!was nice seeing her agn after so long.and she's so sweet she just msged me to ask how i was doing. (:
hehe. today was nice cos i got to spend it with 4 ppl who mean ALOT to me. guess that makes all the difference between a crapped up day and a blissful one eh.
cheers everyone,study hard for prelims!

1.8.06

fragile

life is fragile;i realised that today. uncle tian lye just passed away after battling cancer for goodness knows how long. it kinda shocked me cos just ytd dad was telling me that his days were numbered,but it didnt really impact me that much then. kinda sad,cos he was such a nice man...but at least now the pain is gone and he's with Jesus in heaven.
yeah. life is brief,we cld be gone anytime. gee.