random thoughts

JC--- the workload is getting heavier by the day,and right now i'm learning how to get by with 4-5hrs of shut-eye on a daily basis. weirdly enough tho, is that i feel more energetic with less sleep,haha(: can't help it,my optimum time for doing work is late at night...i guess that can either be a blessing or a curse eh.but u know,even with all the silly academically-related stuff that we have to do (like 3 GP articles a week---roar),i cant say i'm unhappy..cos i love my friends,i love going for dance and talking to ppl. the only thing thats bugging me everyday is whether or not i've fallen short of my own expectations as a christian. like,whether or not i'm a good enough testimony,whether i'm doing the right thing etc etc. it's hard. in JC,boy it's hard. cos there are temptations everywhere. i didnt go to church on sat and sun cos of dance camp,and cos i was seriously tuckered out. i slept till 12 on sunday,haha. so am feeling rather spiritually dry now.
u noe,i don't want to look back on life next time and only remember work,or performances or outings with friends and stuff. i want to look back and think hey, i made time for meaningful pursuits too ok. ya know? (: i have a feeling that everyone (who's not in drama/dance) thinks that i'm damn busy or smth,which is kinda true...but as i've said before, i'll always make time for my friends. so don't feel threatened by my busy-ness ok.
yeah.




shucks i have to do GP now ARGHHH :/