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this week,i learnt alot. about myself;about my expectations for myself and my shortcomings.
-wed was emo day,lesley will know what i mean. i havent cried so hard for a long,long time..think i scared my dad when i started sniffling away in his car.
-thu,i managed to rectify the problem when i spoke to denise. [thanks les and rox for being there with me!] shan't elaborate here because i reckon i've alr reflected enough and i want closure.
-fri was campfire. shits,i reallyREALLY miss the first intake ppl!! :( was overjoyed that jen,kes,dewei,rich made it back(: ....but it really saddens me so much to see ppl like claire,bagus,hao,justin etc having to leave. SIGH. i'm really thankful for my place in ac cos i know that there are SO MANY ppl who want a place here but cant get one. what annoys me is that ac has such a lot of 2nd-intakers who dun even friggin want to be here,while there are so many others who are posted to cj/jj and want a place in ac so bad.such is the unfairness of life. :( damn, i wish that everyone cld just get posted to wherever they wanted to go so that we cld all be happy; but thats way too idealistic (and unfeasible).
orientation2 was (inevitably) not as fun as O1,but who cares... t'was a good respite from the mundane-ness of academics. oh,subj registration was on wed.i kept to my origina lcombi......funny isnt it,after all that deliberation. H2 lit,H2 econs,H2 DEP,H1 maths,H1 GP--no chinese(: everyone was questioning why i had decided to carry on with dep but i've decided that i don't owe anyone an explanation cos its my life and my future. plus, i dun intend to wallow in regret later on either.
yeah. today was the alpha youth thing. i wasnt extremely excited/enthu abt my sticky nose relay game but still had to do it anyway.ppl must think i'm a friggin retard or smth now.but it was sure heartening to see those new belivers give their testimonies and stuff tho. (: made it all worth it