rahh.

i love my class we rock(: 1AA1..i think we're the most united,most fun class in the cohort.this week so far has been well,eventful.ytd drama rehearsals were quite ____ for me but shan't bother to elaborate.it was really nice talking to cheryl and cecilia tho.
it's kinda hard juggling 2ccas,plus homework.and all my friendships too. today was the first time in a long while that i could actually sit down with my family for dinner cos on all the other nights this week i've been gg home late.i used to take this kindof thing for granted but now it's become something special if i'm home for dinner can u believe it.
on mon shern said smth that really got me thinking...smth abt how i must ensure that my priorities don't shift from God to drama/dance,cos i'm investing so much time and energy in the latter. it was a good wakeup call cos i'm really scared that this will happen to me.i really dun wanna become a no-life,no-faith loser. :/ so i'm determined not to neglect QT and stuff likethat. anyhow,ytd i realised that God is seriously the only thing that won't let me down. i've been hurt by ppl before,and i've been disappointed by drama/dance/etc before too.hence i think it's supid to place all my hope/energy/whatever else on these kindof things...cos then if i lose these,i'd lose my motivation for living.
yeahhh.
hm i said before that i'm inspired by ppl with passion and energy.there's this senior in west side who epitomizes that,and she motivates me to do better...even tho my best isnt good enough (apparently). but i came up with a new motto thingy for myself: if u wanna do smth,do ur best,if not don't bother doing it at all. preachy huh...but it helps to keep me in focus cos there's so many things to do. SO. from today i'll try to do my best for whatever i'm involved in................even if it's just posing on the platform of DBS arts centre and watching other ppl dancing below me. :/


i'll pose nicely.