the week in retrospect

top of the news: i'm so over the President. haha. mark u can have him lol :p

hmm vday @ ac was friggin cool.the atmosphere was damn awesome! guess its kinda a big thing at this school huh. anw,thanks to everyone who gave me stuff,i appreciate the flowers/chocs etc but most of all i appreciate you,the giver. you are loved by me! :)
anw. the night was...eventful. doubt you'll read this, but.........thanks for telling me what you told me tt evening at the void deck. i'm still thinking abt it.

fri was cny celebrations. haha i'm glad the dance was GOOD:) i had loads of fun,even tho i hated the costume.our skirts were damn short, and whenever we turned around the stupid skirts flew up.i heard that some guys in the audience were perving big time but whatver man. we were wearing TIGHTS for crying out loud! anw i love the dancers:) the feeling of camaraderie was so palpable...before, during and even after the dance.

loveyouu J1 high school dancers(:

and the J2 seniors--u guys are the best.

happy new year everyone.

keep going(;

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change;courage to change the things i can;and the wisdom to know the difference.

i thought i was busy. but the J2s have it worse,much worse. poor things! i hate seeing them so tired and stressed,and i hate it even more when i see ppl breakdown:( :( and i dunno how to help 'em besides giving encouragement. seeing them like that is seriously making me think twice about continuing with dep.sure it's fun and all,but its so super omega time-consuming! gahhh.

oh i've decided not to do chinese anymore so i'm gg to submit my exemption letter tml(: to heck with the 'D' on my result slip. my folks are cool with it so i'm fine with it too. hooray

d-day in review

ytd was a rather....interesting day.got my results--cant say i was overjoyed,but after the initial disappointment wore off i was ok. i'm cool with my grades now i guess. at least i can go back to ac(: the worst part of it though,was higherchinese. mygosh,dunno what happened to me i screwed it man. D7!! >.< there go my 2bonus pts. i was so scared that i wldnt be able to drop it in jc ok...but i just found out that i can thankGod. only thing is that the stupid 'D' is gonna be reflected on my 'a'level resultslip or some crap likethat. sigh. i dunno if i shld do chinese in ac...lots of ppl are telling me tt i shld do it,so that i can get a better grade and whatnot;others are like "nooo u shld totally drop it man!" DILEMMA. i always seem to be in dilemmas abt everything,walao.
bahh. sorry everyone for being so EMO ytd. it was wrong and disgusting to indulge my sadness/disappointment when all my other friends were so happy.
but anw it was gd being back in sc and seeing everyone. i'm so friggin proud of all those who did so exceedingly well,and esp those with commendable improvement like SHAAN STEF NAT DREA!!:) :)
gosh i was so thankful that i wasnt acting in NOL ytd.dun think i could've done it properly if i was....the results affected me that much. but i'm fine now,TOTALLY(:

results day!

results in abt 11hrs,and i cant sleep. not cos of fear or anxiety or wtever,i just think my biological clock's screwing on me. i'm starting to feel SAPPED of all my energy during the day,and high and awake at nite. this aint cool AT ALL. all the late nights+dance practices+unhealthy food must be kicking in :( ohwell i'm not in the mood to care right now. SO HAPPY cos i'm gg back to sc tml! i seriously miss the toilets there man...never realised how clean sc toilets were till i left the sch:(



<-- the little green toilet sign! no other institution in the country has a sign that looks like that on their toilet doors ok(:
at least, thats what i think.whatever the case,it holds SPECIAL MEMORIES for me. haha


anw ytd was the annual cross country thing.i found out that i was a competitive runner on the morning itself ok. this guy conned me into signing up for it! but it was damn fun so i didnt mind haha.....3.5km!!i cant believe i ran so much and didnt die.and the sch spirit was awesome,everyone was cheering/encouraging one another(: i like that kinda thing(: when i asked around,i found out that most sec schools have this kinda cross country thingys.:/ gee man,i thot it was particular to ac but apparently everyone has it except scgs! :/

-alrite i'm gg to sleep now. my eyebags are gg to be the size of watermelons tomorrow.

after one week

I'M DAMN HAPPY TODAY COS I WON A $200 DIOR HAMPER:) WHICH INCLUDED THE J'ADORE PERFUME WOOHOOHOO :):)
and the other dear jas was so sweet;she gave me a burberry [london] perfume sample...it's damn nice. i'm a SUCKER for perfume:)shld totally marry a perfume tycoon or smth right.haha.i want vera wang's princess! cos i smelt it on cas the other day and it's really nice.plus the bottle is cute. *HINT* anyone wanna sponosor?
today was supposed to be the dance thing @ ucc but it got CANCELLED cos the organiser screwed up.but ohwell. i love ac dance man...i love it. i dont intend to drop it,even tho everyone's telling me it's nuts to hold on to 2 heavy ccas.ms sng told my mum smth likethat during the parents' talk-thingy on fri,and that prompted my mum to have a Talk with me.but i've decided to stick with all 3 (meaning DEP,theatre and dance)cos i prayed abt it alr and yeah..i think i can handle it with God's help. liz is my inspiration cos she's in dep,theatre,dance,dance comm...plus she takes H3 chem and KI.:/ amazing woman! so anw,since there was no dance i went to la selle with some DEPers to check out the sch,cos it was their open hse today. its cool!so arty-farty,i like.i'm definitely gg to consider it after A's.

omg o's are comin out on fri,it's confirmed :/ i hope i did ok...

ohhh,btw i've relinquished all my eye candies,if anyone's interested to know. haha.zero eye candies now. someone find a new one for me pls